Day 01: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day 02: Nine things about yourself.
Day 03: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day 04: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day 05: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day 06: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day 07: Four turn offs.
Day 08: Three turn ons.
Day 09: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day 10: One confession.
1.What's going to happen when I die? I'm an atheist agnostic, and so naturally, I don't know. The most likely scenario - though unpalatable - to me is that I will die and that will be it. Memories? Gone. Life? Gone. Consciousness? Gone. Myself? Gone. That my entire life and my entire being will just disappear in a split second and may as well have never existed because I wouldn't know I have anyway - because I don't exist. Dying is my worst fear for this reason: all my good amazing memories of all the good amazing people I have met and all the good amazing things I've done disappear, never to return. I don't exist. I live very much in my mind, so to have that one thing taken away from me terrifies me.
2. If I were to be in a traffic accident tomorrow and end up in an extended coma - say a few weeks - and the doctors say they don't think I'll make it. When I do wake up that day in the hospital, who will be there? Who cares the most? Who would be holding my hand, tears of happiness in their eyes as I come to? My mum and my family would be there - at least doing shifts by my bedside - I know that and don't doubt it for a second. But who else? Who else would drop everything and come to my side? Who truly would care?
3. What if pokémon existed??
4. Where will the world be in 100 years? What'll happen to society? Will humans still be here? Will we be at peace? Will we be at war? Will we be on earth? Will we know other sentient species? Will we be living underwater? Where will the world be in 100,000 years? Will we still be homo sapiens sapiens? Where will evolution take us? Will we have even evolved? Where will medicine be? What will we have invented? Where will the world be in 100 million years? What new creatures will have evolved? Etc, etc. Ad infinitum.
5. When I am old and frail and dying (if I am old and frail when I die), who will my family be? Will I have children like I always wanted? Will I be married? Will I be widowed? Will my children visit me in my old folks home? When I look back on my life, will it be full of regret, or full of satisfaction?
6. The colours I see, are those the same colours everyone else sees? Is blue to me the same blue as for someone else? In fact, do other people even see colour in the same effect that I do?
7. What if I'd done X, Y and Z instead of A, B and C? How would my life be different?
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