I'm being haunted by my dreams, or to be more precise, nightmares. Not psychological terror nightmares or horrific fear nightmares; but ones that play on my emotions and all that I care about. Every single time I go to sleep, I have these images and horrible situations happening and I can't escape them and wake up in tears. I'm actually scared to go to sleep; because not only do I have to endure these things in my sleep, but some of them are nightmares I'm having to live in right now, and the images of the reality I can barely deal with are infiltrating my every waking moment too. The only times they've not happened recently are when I wasn't sleeping alone. Maybe it's the distraction, or the feeling of being safe and not alone - I don't know.
But...
Please, make them go away. I don't think I can take them any more.
Sean
xxx
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